act wat i wan to say here does not related to the title, even only a little bit, moreover, it’s a bit contrast…y i always feel alone? cant this feelin jus leave me behind,n dun come i into my world.i’m not demanding for a very great deal, jus tat I DUN WAN TO FEEL LONELY… i noe i got frens: siewli, u r in UTAR, i very very MISS u, i realy wan to go bak to ours secondary life, i jus wan to stay there n nvr leave.one thing in my world that i cant lose, is u n ours frenship. casly, ur world is a bit different vf me, u need to work but i stil studyin, its interesting to hear anything from u, i like to listen to u,u r special vf ur own tot,n i noe u wil b there whenever i need u,it jus tat, i wil hesitate wen avtimes feel wan to cal u,i’m "auntie",i noe; sook cheng, even u r in UPM but u r bc vf urs studies n i oso, ours relationship is like so near yet so far,luckily, v stil sms…lai yee, a very familiar name,no matter wat n how u said, i stil feel i owe u too much, n i’m not really qualified to b ur fren,sorry 4 not coming to ur 21st bufday. lastly, jiun yee, dun noe y, i always feel tat i dunno wat u think bout? sumtimes, wen v sit together,but nvr talk ( u nvr realise, rite?), the distance is far.i do appreciate wat u help during the time i need a person to accompany, n any difficulties, u wil handle it, i noe i’m not good in socializing,n you help me to swallow a lot " dead cat" during the preparation of dinner, but u nvr told me.BUT, i stil hope to find another best female fren in UNi,as rumours go around,n i noe it wil affect ur ‘market’, but i stil insist to stay around u,mayb it is a habit.sumtimes, i do feel i’m irritable to u n ur geng.
i can c ppl r happy vf their uni life,but for me, it jus so so…is this a sad news??? or i jus enlarging the problems?
sumtimes,i wil ask myself, mayb i sud learn how to b alone…or enjoy alone,like going to watch movie alone…well,mayb sumday i wil do it…but, i stil hope, i no need to learn tat…
