Sem Break lo…
act wat i wan to say here does not related to the title, even only a little bit, moreover, it’s a bit contrast…y i always feel alone? cant this feelin jus leave me behind,n dun come i into my world.i’m not demanding for a very great deal, jus tat I DUN WAN TO FEEL LONELY… i noe i got frens: siewli, u r in UTAR, i very very MISS u, i realy wan to go bak to ours secondary life, i jus wan to stay there n nvr leave.one thing in my world that i cant lose, is u n ours frenship. casly, ur world is a bit different vf me, u need to work but i stil studyin, its interesting to hear anything from u, i like to listen to u,u r special vf ur own tot,n i noe u wil b there whenever i need u,it jus tat, i wil hesitate wen avtimes feel wan to cal u,i’m "auntie",i noe; sook cheng, even u r in UPM but u r bc vf urs studies n i oso, ours relationship is like so near yet so far,luckily, v stil sms…lai yee, a very familiar name,no matter wat n how u said, i stil feel i owe u too much, n i’m not really qualified to b ur fren,sorry 4 not coming to ur 21st bufday. lastly, jiun yee, dun noe y, i always feel tat i dunno wat u think bout? sumtimes, wen v sit together,but nvr talk ( u nvr realise, rite?), the distance is far.i do appreciate wat u help during the time i need a person to accompany, n any difficulties, u wil handle it, i noe i’m not good in socializing,n you help me to swallow a lot " dead cat" during the preparation of dinner, but u nvr told me.BUT, i stil hope to find another best female fren in UNi,as rumours go around,n i noe it wil affect ur ‘market’, but i stil insist to stay around u,mayb it is a habit.sumtimes, i do feel i’m irritable to u n ur geng.
i can c ppl r happy vf their uni life,but for me, it jus so so…is this a sad news??? or i jus enlarging the problems?
sumtimes,i wil ask myself, mayb i sud learn how to b alone…or enjoy alone,like going to watch movie alone…well,mayb sumday i wil do it…but, i stil hope, i no need to learn tat…
August 30th, 2007 at 12:47 am
Hey girl! u r never alone. when u need a fren, u can call me. if possible i wil accompany u go anywhere. life in uni shouldn’t be so sad, it should be filled with lots of happy moments. u can come to my house when u free. me n my housemate all r glad n welcome u de..cheer up!
August 30th, 2007 at 3:30 am
actually dun go my birthday is ok de… no problem one… my many ukm frez and coursemate oso dun come ah… just left many delicious food only… haha… bcoz u got things to do ma… why say owe me too much leh?I dun feel it.?Mayb is me too busy,then no time to contact u,make u think something negatively..Sorry!! Actually enjoy university life, is see wat u think in ur mind. In started, i oledi wan wat is in my uni life.So,i wan to join society and know more frez.Now,my frez say i am change and be naughty.Haha!but i never show it to my seremban frez la.HAha.Then,u all will frightening.
Dun think too much,start ur plan.. o u can just study oso,never mind…be yourself..
Haha,i dun know wat i say to u.. mayb is non-sense… okla..bye!!!
take care oh….
September 8th, 2007 at 12:40 am
lastly, jiun yee, dun noe y, i always feel tat i dunno wat u think bout? sumtimes, wen v sit together,but nvr talk ( u nvr realise, rite?), the distance is far.i do appreciate wat u help during the time i need a person to accompany, n any difficulties, u wil handle it, i noe i’m not good in socializing,n you help me to swallow a lot ” dead cat” during the preparation of dinner, but u nvr told me.BUT, i stil hope to find another best female fren in UNi,as rumours go around,n i noe it wil affect ur ‘market’, but i stil insist to stay around u,mayb it is a habit.sumtimes, i do feel i’m irritable to u n ur geng.
aiyo, sad lo…. lastly o…
y i m last??? so sad lo. haih dunno how 2 an wei u lo. xiao po, dun thk 2 much la.. i oso bad in social life but wat can i do for fren just treat them very very best coz i noe my sot sot perangai wil make u all sumtime cnt tahan de.. ha ha. u oso bcome more xiao po le. bcoz thk 2 much lo. xiao po!!!!!!i tel u la, clown oso wil not smile everyday de la, 1 month must hv some bad mood days de, like…. ha ha.. ok la. finally, haih, so sad i m d last. ha ha ha ha ha ha……
December 20th, 2007 at 9:47 pm
Hey dear, y sound so sad? so depressed about the life. Nothing wrong to be alone. people dont know how to approach other is because they are ” diamond” people take them not they pick anyone of us.. So just let it be then. I pasted my 3 years lonely col life.. and so I’m still standin here. Even I dont have any females gang.. but my mind know..there is only one female for me is enough to cover up all! WHICH is ” ME” dont tell me u r not female!~~~~ hahahaaha
muackz* hugs* come dont be sad! I have no female friends.. even guys friends also not much d cz all left me d.. and i realized than im fell in love with ” Ms. ALONE ” without lonely. i can understand u feel tough cz it’s ur UNI life and most of the ppl at there… cant even make up their mind.. freakin hard to mix around..Take it easy… I know sure got someone admire u hahaah~ so dont give up wor! All the best*
hugs* miss yaz
-Casly-